it has been a really fulfilling week. i can see this will b a super long entry.

on sunday 28th may 2006, i went for DING's church's amazinGrace (: it was like madness! all over the island. huis, cais, gen and i are in one team and the other had yonghwee, james, kenneth and andy! we literally ran our hearts out like we were running for our lives. it was damn exciting esp the last run to the pit stop. this race made us do things like eating bread with wasabi, and climbing the spiderweb in Potong Pasir (which i have nvr dared to climb), eat ultra salty food and many many many many more. i really enjoyed the race and company as well! (: i'm thankful i had ran the race. now i have the tendency of running out of the MRT when the door opens because that was what we did everytime during the race. AND, the guys team came in 2nd! while girls team came in 3rd! altogether we won $80 Swensen's voucher! swensen's soon guys! ((: photos are not up yet so yepps.

then on monday 29th may to this afternoon, it was the MINDS CIP cam. ding, chase, jingxiu and i were rather intimidated when we arrived at the MINDS workplace. ding and chase paired up while jingxiu and i are not, but we're in the same grp though. and each pair had a trainee (a person from MINDS) to take care of. i must say it wasn't an easy job, at least for me, because mine is a little harder to handle. but thanks to help from ding and jingxiu, i managed it.

there were many things we did during the 3days 2nights. including the usual ice-breakers n all. but it was the responsibility and experience while interacting and taking care of those pple which i really appreciate the most. these pple are just so innocent. and though they may seem scary to interact with, they are really really just like anyone of us. they've entrusted themselves to us and we have learnt to learn from them. some of them have skills even we do not have, like specially superb art skills. oh n we went to the goat farm on the 2nd day too. the joy on some of their faces somehow just eliminates our tiredness and keeps us going. frustration tend to set in once in awhile and PATIENCE was tested. but it was all worthwhile. really. i am really really thankful for the experience. i've learnt SO MUCH i can't pen it down. and the theme song they chose to use for the camp was "if we hold on together" which means alot to me because it was the song i cried to in sec 4 Mission Day. and though i didn't cry this time but emotions were all inside me la. there are 2 main things i miss after the camp:

1. sleeping under a blanket of stars at the tennis court!
because the classrooms were so stuffy, ding, jingxiu and i decided to get our sleeping bags and go to the tennis court to sleep. it was so breezy and nice. and the sky was filled with millions of stars. super nice mygosh! we were sharing abt our thoughts as well as jokes like most of the time and whats more. this morning at 3am+ , ding and i saw a shooting star! yes! a shooting star here in singapore, in potong pasir! like amazing! 1st time i see a shooting star in singapore. i once saw it in NZ or Aust i can't rmb but yes! i hurry made a wish and it came true. so yes. i miss miss miss miss sleeping at the tennis courts! but i'm thankful i get to even do it. haha.

2. the MINDS people and times we spent with them.
yes. this may sound unlikely but i AM missing them already. i miss their innocence and their presence. especially the camp idol who danced his way thru the camp. he could shake his butt faster and better than any one of us here la! gosh! so funny! and there's jingxiu's trainee. she's darn cute too. her three favourite phrases are: "ouch!","sorry!" and her own name "soo khim". hahah! super funny! can't describe it here. it must be experienced urself. i can't stop laughing la! and my trainee's favourite phrase: "my birthday. today. 24yrs old". haha everyday's her birthday and everyday she's 24 when she's 34. haha! and ding's trainee too. oh gosh i miss so many of them! jingxiu and i might consider going back to visit them when we're free like after exams of something. haha.

3. everything abt the camp.
interacting with the MINDS people. interacting with trainers from MINDS. the laughing times with jingxiu, ding and chase (esp chase with his crap substitute theory for me. WHAT THE HELL! hahahah!). interacting with pple from other CCAs and classes. writing postcards n notes of affirmation. playing blow-wind-blow. having meals with them. aiyar just everything i did, everything i've learnt and experienced during the camp. the camp trainers from MINDS (mr julius chan, cherie, justicia, archie, our grp 5 trainer yi rong) and everybody. I MISS THE CAMP!

here are some photos!


jingxiu, me and her trainee Soo Khim at the goat farm.















for DING: the DIDIDI entry is below. yesterday's one. i know u'll laugh just reading that two lines. HAHA! hais. there goes my prince-charming *POUTS* when will such pple cross my path again?! hahaha!

for WITCH (gen knows who): damn it!! who do you think you are. if only i could slap you in the face. if only i could tear you apart. i guess i will. you make me live in doubts. and most of all, you utterly disgust me. i won't fight you but i will try my best not to let you achieve your motives. i hate seeing you like almost everyday. get lost. get out of my sight. get out of my life.

on a much lighter note, i've decided to go for ding's church's amazing race tmr! (: i tink it will be much fun and i'm definitely looking forward to it (:


why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
but when I need you
you're almost here
and I know that's not enough

and you know that you've have not always been there for me when i need you.
shucks. i miss you. the old you.



NIGHTMARE! it's the last day of term TWO today! gosh. time is slipping away so quickly. and sad to say i'm kinda wasting every minute of it! HELP.

i totally slacked in the council room today with the councilors after sch la. and it was SO funny when YH started the lion dance drum beat (because we had drums in the room for cheering). everyone just started laughing like MAD! and it was so loud, that it could be heard outside. so when we opened the door the pple sitting at the sofas outside just stared at us like WTH IS GOIN ON IN THERE. hahaha! we felt like as if we were having some illegal party or something. it was just plain crazy. but it was so so fun! suddenly i miss those days slacking in the council rom and talking crap (which we just did today), and to think that it will no longer belong to us in another month or so really pains me. oh well.

and then i went on to shop with my mum. heh. didn't get many things bcause i met up with her quite late la. only managed to get the pair of shoes i wanted. and contemplating which perfume to buy next after my Tommy True Star finishes. have yet to come to a conclusion so didn't get it today.

my gosh. so fast end of term. first week of holidays will be busy!! but after that it will be STUDY STUDY STUDY! what a no life life i'll be living again. back to the boring schedule. haix.

DIDIDI last day i tink! ='( [claire and gen will know what i'm talkin abt. HAHA!]

ok. i'm off now!



this entry is dedicated to GEN because she knows whats going on.

so if u find this entry puzzling. don't ask. because that's how i'm feeling right now.

WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING?!

i don't know. and i don't wish to know.

beware of witch! HAHAH.

GEN and I came up with this MAD math, mean median mode thing. damn funny.

(GEN+SHER) divide 2 = MEAN
conclusion, we're BOTH mean.

GEN = MODE
conclusion, she's always so popular. better worry ah T-SHIRT!

SHER = MEDIAN
conclusion, i dunno. stemmed from mean. hahah!

ILOVEGEN! (:



shucks! term 2 week 10 is coming! and i haven completed any chpts in proper! SHOOT ME.

that leaves me 5weeks to cover chem. and whole of bio syllabus and math for BT2. cannot imagine myself sitting down everyday doing bio. haha. YUCKS. but well.

oh last night's iCtalent was ok. i thought jiam did a very good job with her singing. but too bad council band REWIND came in 1st runner up. wat a waste. they shld have won. haha. and us waving their posters like some campus superstar show. so hilarious. haha. REWIND rocks! (: and RONIN came to perform as guests. i was rather daunted by their albino lead singer but he was good. their FCUK jacket guitarist was DARN cool.

and yesterday was the elections for 29th student council. gosh. can't believe it. i'm stepping down in less than 2mths time! SO SAD!

i'm finishing the da vinci code book! YES! then i can watch the movie just in time. heard it was worth the money but because the plot and story is so complexed, those who did not read the book will be lost in the show. but of course, i watch for the plot only. the facts are mostly rubbish. haha.

and i hate weekends la. i tend to slack my way thru. more than i do during weekdays. alamak. this is bad.

i like the da vinci code. but i hate breaking codes and reading between the lines. suspicion suspicion!

i'm off




WE ARE ARMING FOR THE FIGHT
PRESSING ON WITH ALL OUR MIGHT
PLUMING WINGS FOR HIGHER FLIGHT
UP AND ON!

this was the WARCRY of our rugby guys. and although they looked funny doing it BUT at last, they did it with GUSTO! because WE WON the rugby nationals! WOOOHOOO!

i must the match was the most exciting match i've ever watch in my WHOLE LIFE. serious. initally we were leading 3-0 due to a penalty kick. but RJC caught up and led us by 7pts. but our rugby guys didn't give up AT ALL. they fought SO HARD. that we managed to score another try. and conversion was successful. and we're fighting head on. 10-10. time was running out. and we were pushing for another try to lead. AND WE MADE IT. which made the score 15-10 (us UP). and after malcolm took the conversion, the referee blew the whistle. THAT WAS IT. WE WON! CHAMPIONS! after 17YEARS! we BEAT RJC! how good is that huh?!

the atmosphere was craziness!! we were screaming like nobody's business when they were SOO near to a try. weird cheers like PUSH SA PUSH came about. haha. funny but yes. those pple who thought there was little chance of winning this match because we lost to them in the previous match 13-7, THEY ARE SO WRONG. because we won. the crowd almost went crazy when a try was scored. and HUIS came with this weird blueberry sweet spray which stains ur teeth blue for a while after spraying it. and majority of the councilors did it because BLUE is the SAINTS colour as well.

and i was glad we showed true sportsmanship because we did not cheer when a conversion was abt to be taken. even if it were our opponents. we kept silent. NOT like the other who cheered to distract our player while kicking a conversion. but whatever. i dun care because it's over and we defeated the so-called "UNBEATABLES" and emerged as the true "UNBEATABLES". seems like big banners and huge structures didn't work miracles today! heh.

and some HILARIOUS situation happened on the field. hahaha.. this RJ guy thought he scored a try like ALONE but in fact the referee blowed the whistle before he picked the ball up and ran with it. just that he did not hear it. living in his own world. HAHA. it was damn funny la! so embarrassing! the whole SA side was laughing their heads off. hahahaha..

i'm SO proud of our rugby guys because to the VERY LAST MIN they were still fighting on. and eventually it paid off for not giving up. it was sheer determination that got us champs. cheers went on and on non-stop. and the school song was sung. with PRIDE is what i'm talking abt man! woohoo!

and i heard the hockey girls beat RJC today too. and SAJC proceeds on to the finals. DOUBLE WIN! oh yea! tmr's soccer and hockey boys. both against VJC. HOPE. it really brings us thru everything. even today's tight match with RJ. HOPE was all we had. and we did it. can't believe it la. gosh. WE WON!

STAND UP! BE PROUD!
SAY YOUR NAME OUT LOUD!
WE ARE FROM! SA!
MIGHTY MIGHTY SA OLE-OLE!
CHICHIWAHWAH CHICHIWAHWAH SA SA!
CHICHIWAHWAH CHICHIWAHWAH SA SA!

that's all for today! great great great day! (:



i'm currently hooked on the song "can't take my eyes off you" by Muse. it's darn nice! though it's quite noisy. haha.

i finally met up with eve on fri. it's been a LONG LONG time man. haha. and i'm so glad that things between us didn't change a bit. just as many things to talk abt. laugh abt! and while we were walking she was like holding on to my hand. she hadn't done that since sec 4?! ohmygosh. haha. those wacky STC days. hahah.. but yes. well. i must say such a catch up session is hard to come by nowadays so i really cherish the few hrs i had with her. EVE! we must meet up again after exams alright! (: iloveeve. evelovesme. hahahah.

oh and after that i went for family dinner for mothers day. haha. steamboat. yum.

and i must i'm so proud of myself because i just clocked 5hrs of CIP today. haha. after much delibration i decided not to pang-seh jingxiu and go for the CIP at 8am at CKTang. i literally had to drag myself out of bed because i slpt rather late last night.

so many schools actually took part and soon we realised orchard was too packed to actually collect donations. so jingx, me and her classmate, we took a bus down to marine parade. and i must say the pple there are mostly SO generous ok. i simply stared at an auntie's hand when she inserted at 10dollar note into my can. some 2bucks. some 5bucks. while others coins. nvrtheless, to tink that pple actually donate more than a dollar is applaudable la! and soon my tin was almost full. and it was time we went back to return our cans. haha. the lady there was super happy when she took our cans and felt the weight. and we felt accomplished too. haha.

and off we went after returning our cans to a food feast. well not exactly. just that me and jingxiu shared a KFC meal just because we wanted to eat other stuff like finger food. haha! tsktsk. i must go and jog or skip soon! hah.

well thats it. my weekend. dun bother updating sunday because it will be lifeless. as usual.

gosh gosh. exciting matches coming up!! esp RUGBY! finals! can't wait. (:

after cheering sessions. council is officially over. until stepping down n 29th commendation.

so sad. i will feel so free. haha.

How do I, say goodbye, to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh, always come back, ohhh
I thought we'd get, to see forever,
But forever's gone away,
It's so hard, to say goodbye, to yesterday
I don't know, where the road, is going to lead,
All I know, is where we've been, and what we been through, oooh,
If we get to see tomorrow,I hope it's worth all the wait,
It's so hard, to say goodbye, to yesterday.
And I'll take, with me the memories,
To be my sunshine after the rain,
It's so hard, to say goodbye, to yesterday (2x)

oh no. i just realised it has only been ONE week. SO LONG. RAH.



my day was made at 8.46am today (: gosh! haha!

the whole week had been filled with cheering sessions for TEAM SAJC.

i'm so proud to say that TEAM SA did SO MUCH better than last yr. there are so many finals, semi(s) that we have to go down and support. GREAT! (:

volleyball was a waste. we could even lose when we were 2sets up la! MYGOODNESS! arh! but nvm. 3rd 4th placing is more impt now. haha.

rugby played their hearts out yest against ACJC. and we won. 13-10. YES! BEAT AC! rugby is on their way to finals! so exciting!! but that match was very well played!

hockey's doing quite well too. having to tie with defending champs RJC.

after much dilemma today i decided to go down to support soccer. and there were really few pathetic councilors la! gosh. anyway soccer today was great. beat TPJC 3-0. and we're also on our way to semis.

seems like there'll be many more cheering sessions coming up! (:

UP AND ON TEAM SAJC!

but i can foresee piles of work coming. yucks. i've been rather stoney in lessons nowadays. always dozing off. this is bad. but apparently i'm not doing anything abt it. gosh. i shall wake up soon. haha.

FINALLY meeting up with eve tmr after such a LONG time la. (:

okies. i'm off for now!



today's Chapel led by the few of us was so funny. it was such an embarrassment to be one of the 7 standing on stage leading pple in hymns!! but well. i had much fun! it was a whole new experience and i enjoyed it. so what can i say! (: it was quite well done i suppose. haha.

NAPFA today was good today. i was quite happy with my performance. except SBJ. the usual. darn. i just can't JUMP!! hahah. ah whatever. be satisfied with a B! haha.

the ULTIMATE OF THE ULTIMATE embarrassment today was done by MR ANDY LOW HAN SIANG! i shan't say what he did. but yes. i was like totally ARH.. stupid COCKROACH! *STEP STEP STEP!* ok it was partly my fault too for embarrassing him first but then. ARH. call it quits.

tmr's friday all over again. time really flies. but i'm not really making good use of it. shoot me. haha. i'll try i'll try. i'm so looking forward to next friday. finally meeting up with eve, after SUCH A LONG TIME. hahah. i miss her. i miss sec sch. i miss first 3mths. i miss J1. but i'm somehow not enjoying class life as much as i used to. there's an urge for the lesson to end quickly so that i could get out of there. weird. but i dunno why. nvm.

i'm off.